Feeling bummed

Dad having his surgery today. I can’t be there. Neither can I be with him at the hospital later, for at least a few more weeks later. All thanks to x for coming down with chicken pox on Wednesday.

K also having serious flu. He vomits almost every night to clear his phlegm.

I’m exhausted. Feeling upset at the same time for not being able to help my sister out and care for dad.